Jean, Masters Olympic Weightlifter
Experiencing enlightenment
I feel absolutely compelled to put ‘pen to paper’ so to speak as I’m so giddy and excited about my new body – created courtesy of Garry Nimmo - and co-incidentally a new lease of life – especially where my weightlifting is concerned – that’s how good it feels to me! It’s really had a deep effect on me, both physically and mentally.
Let me explain further, my name is Jean and I’m a 54-year-old Masters Olympic Weightlifter. I first met Garry in May when, 3 weeks prior to my competing in the European Masters Weightlifting Championships in Russia, I pulled my hamstring. On the advice of one of the Consultants anaesthetists where I work I ‘phoned the Aberdeen Leisure Centre and arranged an appointment. I could never have known what a profound effect this meeting would eventually have on me. I’ve been to numerous physiotherapists, osteopaths and chiropractors over the years but never a sports therapist, so I wasn’t entirely sure what to expect. However as pain in varying degrees has always been involved before I now associate pain as a necessary part of any sports treatments.
I have to admit that when I first saw the size of Garry with those massive shoulders my heart sank, I thought at best I’d never walk again and at worst I’d never be able to stand the pain! I thought that he’d treat like I’ve always been treated before - elbows straight into the injured muscle and you just hope you can live through it. He must have seen the look of horror on my face because one of the first things he said was ‘what do you think I’m going to do to you?’ How wrong he was to prove me, I couldn’t have been further from the truth!
Not only did he treat my hamstring, but took a totally holistic approach and definitely no digging in of elbows – what a relief! After taking a very through history he treated my hamstring and assessed my body, posture etc and showed me exercises to do twice a day. He saw me every week up to my competition and I came back from Russia the European Champion and with a very happy coach.
I’m trained and coached by John McNiven who was awarded an MBE for his services to the sport of weightlifting and John was extremely impressed that Garry also took the time and effort to come to one of our training sessions and meet him and watch me train.
Following the European Championships I continued to see Garry who straightened me up; balanced me up and showed me how to practice AIS for my whole body. I now practice these exercises night and morning and prior to and on completion of my training sessions.
However – the best was yet to come. I have had Crohn’s disease since the age of 20. Following my diagnosis I had major abdominal surgery over the next 7 years including a laparotomy, hemicolectomy, several resections and anastomosis, hysterectomy etc. So from the age of 27 I have known nothing but a very scarred abdomen – not to mention the underlying adhesions. But to cut a long story short I’ve always trained and lifted weights with these scars and to be perfectly honest 27 years later I never really think about them or the effect they may have on my lifting.
This is where I start to get all enthusiastic and giddy again – sorry – but I just cannot get over the effects I’ve had and difference I’ve felt since I walked into an appointment with Garry on Thursday 6th August, 2009. On this particular visit Garry thought that we would try to do something about my adhesions. As I’ve said I’ve never really thought about my abdomen for years let alone think that perhaps something could be done about it - and no other practitioner has ever mentioned it before - although I really didn’t know how anything could be ‘done’ with it after so many years.
Before I continue I need to mention that by the beginning of August I had been seeing Garry at his clinic for approximately 3 months. During this time I have come to trust him completely – not only has he taught me how to stretch and explained the principles and breathing necessary to obtain the best results, he has also taught me to understand and appreciate my body. When he treats me and helps me stretch he always emphasises the breathing and relaxation – over time I now feel I’m learning to ‘tune in’ to what he’s doing and know instinctively when and how to breath – I can relax completely as I trust him totally. He once told me that he’d ‘look after me’ and I truly believe that’s what he’ll do.
So... going back to Thursday 6th ...Garry palpated my abdomen and then began myofascial release, working on my adhesions. I could feel he was working slowly, yet meaningfully fairly deep into my abdomen and then I felt a prolonged tension and then release.I am finding it very difficult to describe how it felt for me. However, reflecting on the experience now, and knowing that I put my trust and therefore my whole self totally into Garry’s hands, my recall is one of a very powerful, purposeful feeling – but afterwards - WOW it’s meant a whole new dimension to me. It’s like being given your body back as it was over 34 years ago.
My coach has always said that I never finish the 2nd pull on the snatch and clean. I have never really understood what he meant as I have always thought that I have extended and reached as high as I could.But now - what a difference – I pull the bar and it just keeps on going - it feels like I’m going on forever but in reality the difference on the pull is about 3 inches. But in weightlifting terms it’s a bit like the ‘chaos theory’ 3 inches on the extension equates to about 10 inches height on the bar! It’s such a wacky experience for me, in a way it’s like a death and re-birth - I’m experiencing the loss of my old lifting technique and am now having to work on learning a whole new line on the bar.
But, as I said to Garry it’s not until something has gone that you ever realise you had it in the 1st place! I never knew how restricted and immobile my scarring had made me – I can even breath better now as well. I will never be able to thank Garry enough – I don’t think he realises what a huge difference he’s made to me. I just can’t get used to the movement, I keep stretching up all over the place - it really does feel like a miracle to me.
During my first treatments it was the therapist and me – two separate people. Garry explained clearly what he was going to do, instructing me as he went along on when to breathe and how. Now I feel that we work together, communicating far less through speech, but through touch and breath, thus making the hands of the therapist not only a very powerful tool for treatment but also a sensitive medium for communication.
However, it is not only the physical treatment that has come to have a profound effect on me recently, well yesterday actually, Garry was treating me and this time for some reason when I was sitting up part way through the treatment I felt really dizzy and lightheaded. During this particular session I felt as if I was falling into endless weightlessness, yet the further I fell the more aware I became of touch, breath and movement. It felt as if 2 separate people meet together to become a continuous stream of energy flowing through my body. By the end of the session when Garry asked me: ‘how does that feel?’ I really felt that I wasn’t able to think – let alone answer. I went straight home fell onto the bed and slept solidly for 14 hours. I’ve never felt such peace in all my life.
Tuesday 8th September – night before Garry’s hols! I’d been squatting for high reps last night and my legs were feeling fairly sore. But I’m sure things will get much worse, I’m training for the World records next year and they have to be earned. Anyway Garry did whatever he does and by the time I was lying on my front I was starting to feel very relaxed and then for some reason I felt as if I was watching what he was doing from somewhere high up looking down – obviously I wasn’t as I was lying face down with my eyes closed!! When Garry got to my legs, especially my calves I started to feel the soreness – but from where I was looking down it started to feel as if he was taking the pain out of my calves with his hands – just pulling it away somehow. And after that I didn’t feel a thing, in fact I’m sure he could do major surgery and I wouldn’t feel it - it really is one of the most fantastic experiences I have ever felt.
It’s as if I’m totally aware of everything around me yet totally unaware of myself as a being. It was great to be left to lie still afterwards -totally relaxed- I can’t explain the feeling of total peace and nothingness, words just aren’t able to describe it.
I’ve been talking to Annie - Prof Topping - as she has a background in psychology. She says that to be able to ‘leave your body’ so to speak you have to absolutely & without question feel entirely safe - both within the environment in which you’re in and the person or people who are around you - only then will you feel safe enough to ‘let go’ of your physical self as you no longer feel you need to protect it – Annie described it as ‘transcending’, She says that many people spend a life-time trying to achieve it & never do!!
This is just a short reflection over 3 months, but Garry has made such a difference, not only to my weightlifting, but to me as a person, I feel so strongly that I have to share this experience – it’s just too good not to.
I personally feel that Garry possesses the ability to blend the science of anatomy with the art of massage, manipulation & stretching whilst, at the same time, bringing to the whole experience an approach, sensitivity, instinct and intuition that is uniquely his. I feel very privileged to have Garry as my therapist. Thank you just doesn’t seem enough...
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